𝑨𝒀𝑨𝑯𝑼𝑨𝑺𝑪𝑨 𝑻𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑶𝑵𝒀 - 𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑷 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 & 𝑺𝑼𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹

Day 1 of Ayahuasca

As you all know…I’ve been fortunate to visit a retreat last weekend where a group of 9 individuals met for 2 days to explore the altering state of consciousness or "high" of the incredible ancient plant medicine of Ayahuasca.

The effects of the medicine are visual hallucinations and altered perceptions of reality.

All of us were at this stage in our lifes, where we were ready to expand our consciousness plus asked for cosmic guidance & clarity for certain situations.

The ritual started of with Rapé which is one of these psychotropic substances used for thousand of years for sacred and spiritual practices.

Although it contains tobacco, one doesn’t smoke it. It’s administered into the nose. This type of snuff goes back to the time of the Incas.

It is commonly used in the combination with spiritual medicines such as Ayahuasca and Kambo .

It is forcefully blown through the nose using a v-shaped bamboo or bone pipe.

Shamanic snuff is completely legal and Rape helps to purify the immune system.

Straight after that we got individually administered a cup of the sacred Ayahusaca medicine.

The combination can make one purge…

But It didn’t affect me this way at all !!!

We got instructed to lay on our mats and closed our eyes and look within ourselves.

We were also advised to not disturb our fellow participants as everybody was on their own journey.

Not much happened after the my first cup. All of us wanted those visions to appear so badly and didn’t lean into surrender.

The deep beats of the rhythmic shamanic music were mesmerising and I got submerged even deeper into a trance like state.

The second cup of the medicine about 40 minutes later started having some effects on me.

It began with pastel colours. Then straight after that I saw silhouettes of people without any faces…although they were pretty dark figures and behind them plenty of different kind of doors.

As I didn’t like what I saw initially, I started to navigate thought the different doors….the faceless cartoon like people disappeared and all of a sudden lots of rainbow colours, geometic shapes and flower patterns appeared.

The one very distinct thing was a gorgeous hummingbird buzzing around in my vision the whole time. This super cute tiny bird was of bright turquoise, dark blue and purple colours.

The spiritual meaning of the hummingbird is positive energy, joy, healing, good luck & messages from spirits to name just a few.

Sanna who was laying next to me and myself started to giggle so hard and we both couldn’t stop laughing for ages.

We weren’t meant to speak but we figured that both of us had similar visions. The weirdest thing was…we knew exactly what the other one was thinking…we were super in tune with each other.

Somehow, I wanted the visions to be stronger and I asked for a third cup of Aya which was administered at the altar by our beautiful facilitator.

I entered straight away to an other dimension again back to my gorgeous hummingbird.

Then, as I surrendered again, all the psychedelic visions, colours and patterns started to show…I had the feeling, someone dropped me into a rainbow kaleidoscope and the whole magic unfolded in front of my eyes..!!! It was absolutely mesmerizing & mind blowing !!!

I absolutely loved the experience and the whole thingy was four and half hours long !!! Although as soon the music stopped, we all finished our voyage.

In the integration part the next day we figured, that there was huge resistance in the room from all of us.

We all expected so much to happen that we forgot to really look within and let go.

I was expecting answers and clues straight away but was happy to receive some insights.

Apparently, it’s not heard off that 3 cups of Aya had been given to most of a group at one time !!!

𝙼𝚈 𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝙳𝙰𝚈 𝟷

1. 𝑾𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 !!! If you don’t like what you experience, move on and change direction. There are always more opportunities and option ahead if you are open for change.

2. 𝑪𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 & 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆. Look within & trust that the universe has your back & provides !!! You will experience everything what is meant for you.

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙸𝙶𝙶𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙾𝙵 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝚆𝙰𝚂 3. 𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑷 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 & 𝑺𝑼𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹

Little did I know that we were all in for an massive upgrade the next day!!!

I was already pretty chuffed to find my spirit family as all we exchanged was PURE LOVE, JOY, UNITY & magical moments together !!!

I am so grateful for this experience & to everybody that was part of it!!!

This is seriously life changing, transformational & recommended for anybody who is looking for answers, healing or just an upgrade of current situations.

As it is pure plant power ... there is no hangover nor feeling foggy afterwards!!!

Stay tuned for Day 2....

Things just improved a notch

One Love eS

Ps: Forgot to mention that our facilitator added the hummingbird spirit into the Aya mix!!!! And I was fortunate to experience it so clearly ... Super grateful !!! ________________________

Day 2 of Ayahuasca

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝑶𝑭 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 🤍🤍🤍

My journey with Ayahuasca

𝑺𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒖𝒑𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝑫𝒂𝒚 2✨

Those retreats are for our Inner Evolution with the optional use of ancestral remedies.

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒔𝒌 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑾𝑯𝒀??? ✨

Because we often live in the prison of limitation, longing to be able to connect with our deepest self.

I wanted to experience real Freedom.

✨Rediscover the path to my soul because the only way out is IN…

✨Reconnect with my essence,

✨Expand consciousness and

✨Cracking open my heart even more

𝙸 𝚃𝚁𝚄𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙳 𝙸𝙽 𝙼𝚈 𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙰𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈 𝚃𝙾 𝙰𝙲𝙷𝙸𝙴𝚅𝙴 𝙸𝚃

𝑫𝒂𝒚 2 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏✨

After the really important integration of day 1 and then my first Kambo ritual

(I leave this for an other rainy day…) ...

We started off with Himalayan Kriya Yoga which is a secret practice that opens up all the chakras, third eye and all the channels in order to receive.

I wasn’t familiar with this practice, but it turned out to be the most cleansing experience, as one let’s go of all limitations and blocks within the body and mind.

𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝙰𝙵𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚆𝙴 𝙸𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝙸𝙽 𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝚂𝙴𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙳 𝚂𝙰𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙳 𝙰𝚈𝙰𝙷𝚄𝙰𝚂𝙲𝙰 𝚅𝙾𝚈𝙰𝙶𝙴.

𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆....

I told myself over and over again to be open to receiving whatever comes through and not to be expect anything.

𝙼𝚈 𝙵𝙸𝚁𝚂𝚃 𝚅𝙸𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝚆𝙰𝚂 𝙸𝙽𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙸𝙱𝙻𝙴...✨

I saw a monumentual statue called Moai of Rapa Nui, Easter Island so clearly in front of me on the most amazing deep yellow sky as background.

The figure was moving along over and over again and my beautiful turquoise, purple and dark blue hummingbird also appeared on the scene cruising around.

The contrast of the colours was vibrant & mind blowing…🌈🦋💫

I checked out the whole scenario at the bottom of the vision and I saw myself dancing along whilst watching the Moai’s appear & disappear in the bright yellow sky….

I wanted to go deeper and opened my eyes and asked for an other cup of Aya medicine.

As soon I closed my eyes again, I’ve found myself in the middle of a super lush jungle immersed by all different shades of greens, surrounded by tropical, colourful flowers and wonderful exotic looking plants.

This time an Aztec figure appeared in the bright blue sky and was hovering about. There was a tall Mayan temple, a majestic looking leopard and an gracious eagle circling the sky.

Last but not least….an absolutely gorgeous looking turquoise waterfall with gold coins flowing down its stream.

My precious hummingbird buzzed around and all of this was seriously incredibly breathtakingly beautiful to witness..

I was there hypnotized by this vision of pure bliss and joy and I felt that I was beaming happiness all over my face. Happy tears rolled down my eyes !!!

Literally my whole heart, spirit & soul where one with the universe…it felt like pure ecstasy and my heart was filled with so much love for all beings & all creations.

𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓, 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒗𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏...✨

𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙻𝚈 𝚆𝙷𝙾𝙾𝚆𝚆𝚆 ...!!!!!

I am still beaming from this experience just by writing it down !!!

Then I’ve heard some movements in the room, opened my eyes and saw our facilitator swirling around in her own trance like dance as mystical shamanic goddess.

Her gracious movements were so mesmerizing, and I literally fell into a trance like state just by watching her.

As I looked around the room I’ve noticed…some of my colleagues were radiating happiness from their faces too and the whole vibe in the room was full of pure ecstasy…

Honestly…I don’t know how to explain it but the vibe was electric!!!

Some got up and danced with A. At this stage, I felt like I was in a mad rave but I didn’t move.

I observed and giggled my head off.

This was going on for what seems forever and my facilitator broke all rules at this stage...instead of leaving everybody to their own trip…we ended up hugging each other and laughing so hard together.

After 4.5 hours people started to retire and I stayed up with two friends in the hammocks outside watching the galaxy with its numerous shooting stars whilst sharing our experiences & giggled some more.

𝑰𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 !!! 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔!!!✨

We all had the most amazingly magical trip and my lesson this time was…

✨𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝚂 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄...🤍

✨𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝚂𝚆𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 🤍

And the final but most important lessions...

✨𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙸𝚂 🤍

✨𝚆𝙴 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙾𝙽𝙴 🤍

So we better start really loving ourselves….🤍🤍🤍

Ahhhh I’m still buzzing xxx

One Love eS 🌟💛🌟

PS…An other important lession was…

✨𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙼𝙴𝚂 𝚆𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝙾𝚄𝚃𝚂𝙸𝙳𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙾𝚇 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝙸𝙽 𝙵𝙻𝙾𝚆 Esther