Alison B.
๐จ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ผ๐จ๐บ๐ช๐จ ๐ป๐ฌ๐บ๐ป๐ฐ๐ด๐ถ๐ต๐ - ๐บ๐ป๐ถ๐ท ๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐น๐ฌ๐บ๐ฐ๐บ๐ป๐จ๐ต๐ช๐ฌ & ๐บ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ฌ๐ต๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
Derniรจre mise ร jour : 10 aoรปt 2021

Day 1 of Ayahuasca
As you all knowโฆIโve been fortunate to visit a retreat last weekend where a group of 9 individuals met for 2 days to explore the altering state of consciousness or "high" of the incredible ancient plant medicine of Ayahuasca.
The effects of the medicine are visual hallucinations and altered perceptions of reality.
All of us were at this stage in our lifes, where we were ready to expand our consciousness plus asked for cosmic guidance & clarity for certain situations.
The ritual started of with Rapรฉ which is one of these psychotropic substances used for thousand of years for sacred and spiritual practices.
Although it contains tobacco, one doesnโt smoke it. Itโs administered into the nose. This type of snuff goes back to the time of the Incas.
It is commonly used in the combination with spiritual medicines such as Ayahuasca and Kambo .
It is forcefully blown through the nose using a v-shaped bamboo or bone pipe.
Shamanic snuff is completely legal and Rape helps to purify the immune system.
Straight after that we got individually administered a cup of the sacred Ayahusaca medicine.
The combination can make one purgeโฆ
But It didnโt affect me this way at all !!!
We got instructed to lay on our mats and closed our eyes and look within ourselves.
We were also advised to not disturb our fellow participants as everybody was on their own journey.
Not much happened after the my first cup. All of us wanted those visions to appear so badly and didnโt lean into surrender.
The deep beats of the rhythmic shamanic music were mesmerising and I got submerged even deeper into a trance like state.
The second cup of the medicine about 40 minutes later started having some effects on me.
It began with pastel colours. Then straight after that I saw silhouettes of people without any facesโฆalthough they were pretty dark figures and behind them plenty of different kind of doors.
As I didnโt like what I saw initially, I started to navigate thought the different doorsโฆ.the faceless cartoon like people disappeared and all of a sudden lots of rainbow colours, geometic shapes and flower patterns appeared.
The one very distinct thing was a gorgeous hummingbird buzzing around in my vision the whole time. This super cute tiny bird was of bright turquoise, dark blue and purple colours.
The spiritual meaning of the hummingbird is positive energy, joy, healing, good luck & messages from spirits to name just a few.
Sanna who was laying next to me and myself started to giggle so hard and we both couldnโt stop laughing for ages.
We werenโt meant to speak but we figured that both of us had similar visions. The weirdest thing wasโฆwe knew exactly what the other one was thinkingโฆwe were super in tune with each other.
Somehow, I wanted the visions to be stronger and I asked for a third cup of Aya which was administered at the altar by our beautiful facilitator.
I entered straight away to an other dimension again back to my gorgeous hummingbird.
Then, as I surrendered again, all the psychedelic visions, colours and patterns started to showโฆI had the feeling, someone dropped me into a rainbow kaleidoscope and the whole magic unfolded in front of my eyes..!!! It was absolutely mesmerizing & mind blowing !!!
I absolutely loved the experience and the whole thingy was four and half hours long !!! Although as soon the music stopped, we all finished our voyage.
In the integration part the next day we figured, that there was huge resistance in the room from all of us.
We all expected so much to happen that we forgot to really look within and let go.
I was expecting answers and clues straight away but was happy to receive some insights.
Apparently, itโs not heard off that 3 cups of Aya had been given to most of a group at one time !!!
๐ผ๐ ๐ป๐ด๐๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ต๐๐พ๐ผ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ ๐ท
1. ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ !!! If you donโt like what you experience, move on and change direction. There are always more opportunities and option ahead if you are open for change.
2. ๐ช๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ & ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐. Look within & trust that the universe has your back & provides !!! You will experience everything what is meant for you.
๐๐ท๐ด ๐ฑ๐ธ๐ถ๐ถ๐ด๐๐ ๐ป๐ด๐๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ ๐พ๐ต ๐๐ท๐ฐ๐ ๐ฝ๐ธ๐ถ๐ท๐ ๐๐ฐ๐ 3. ๐บ๐ป๐ถ๐ท ๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐น๐ฌ๐บ๐ฐ๐บ๐ป๐จ๐ต๐ช๐ฌ & ๐บ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ฌ๐ต๐ซ๐ฌ๐น
Little did I know that we were all in for an massive upgrade the next day!!!
I was already pretty chuffed to find my spirit family as all we exchanged was PURE LOVE, JOY, UNITY & magical moments together !!!
I am so grateful for this experience & to everybody that was part of it!!!
This is seriously life changing, transformational & recommended for anybody who is looking for answers, healing or just an upgrade of current situations.
As it is pure plant power ... there is no hangover nor feeling foggy afterwards!!!
Stay tuned for Day 2....
Things just improved a notch
One Love eS
Ps: Forgot to mention that our facilitator added the hummingbird spirit into the Aya mix!!!! And I was fortunate to experience it so clearly ... Super grateful !!! ________________________
Day 2 of Ayahuasca
๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ป ๐ถ๐ญ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฝ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ค๐ค
My journey with Ayahuasca
๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ 2โจ
Those retreats are for our Inner Evolution with the optional use of ancestral remedies.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐ฏ๐??? โจ
Because we often live in the prison of limitation, longing to be able to connect with our deepest self.
I wanted to experience real Freedom.
โจRediscover the path to my soul because the only way out is INโฆ
โจReconnect with my essence,
โจExpand consciousness and
โจCracking open my heart even more
๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ด๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฝ ๐ผ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฝ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ธ๐ป๐ธ๐๐ ๐๐พ ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ท๐ธ๐ด๐ ๐ด ๐ธ๐
๐ซ๐๐ 2 ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โจ
After the really important integration of day 1 and then my first Kambo ritual
(I leave this for an other rainy dayโฆ) ...
We started off with Himalayan Kriya Yoga which is a secret practice that opens up all the chakras, third eye and all the channels in order to receive.
I wasnโt familiar with this practice, but it turned out to be the most cleansing experience, as one letโs go of all limitations and blocks within the body and mind.
๐๐๐๐ฐ๐ธ๐ถ๐ท๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐๐ด๐ ๐๐ท๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ด ๐ธ๐ผ๐ผ๐ด๐๐๐ด๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฝ ๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ด๐ฒ๐พ๐ฝ๐ณ ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ๐๐ด๐ณ ๐ฐ๐๐ฐ๐ท๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฐ ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด.
๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐....
I told myself over and over again to be open to receiving whatever comes through and not to be expect anything.
๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ธ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ธ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐๐ด๐ณ๐ธ๐ฑ๐ป๐ด...โจ
I saw a monumentual statue called Moai of Rapa Nui, Easter Island so clearly in front of me on the most amazing deep yellow sky as background.
The figure was moving along over and over again and my beautiful turquoise, purple and dark blue hummingbird also appeared on the scene cruising around.
The contrast of the colours was vibrant & mind blowingโฆ๐๐ฆ๐ซ
I checked out the whole scenario at the bottom of the vision and I saw myself dancing along whilst watching the Moaiโs appear & disappear in the bright yellow skyโฆ.
I wanted to go deeper and opened my eyes and asked for an other cup of Aya medicine.
As soon I closed my eyes again, Iโve found myself in the middle of a super lush jungle immersed by all different shades of greens, surrounded by tropical, colourful flowers and wonderful exotic looking plants.
This time an Aztec figure appeared in the bright blue sky and was hovering about. There was a tall Mayan temple, a majestic looking leopard and an gracious eagle circling the sky.
Last but not leastโฆ.an absolutely gorgeous looking turquoise waterfall with gold coins flowing down its stream.
My precious hummingbird buzzed around and all of this was seriously incredibly breathtakingly beautiful to witness..
I was there hypnotized by this vision of pure bliss and joy and I felt that I was beaming happiness all over my face. Happy tears rolled down my eyes !!!
Literally my whole heart, spirit & soul where one with the universeโฆit felt like pure ecstasy and my heart was filled with so much love for all beings & all creations.
๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐...โจ
๐๐ด๐๐ธ๐พ๐๐๐ป๐ ๐๐ท๐พ๐พ๐๐๐ ...!!!!!
I am still beaming from this experience just by writing it down !!!
Then Iโve heard some movements in the room, opened my eyes and saw our facilitator swirling around in her own trance like dance as mystical shamanic goddess.
Her gracious movements were so mesmerizing, and I literally fell into a trance like state just by watching her.
As I looked around the room Iโve noticedโฆsome of my colleagues were radiating happiness from their faces too and the whole vibe in the room was full of pure ecstasyโฆ
HonestlyโฆI donโt know how to explain it but the vibe was electric!!!
Some got up and danced with A. At this stage, I felt like I was in a mad rave but I didnโt move.
I observed and giggled my head off.
This was going on for what seems forever and my facilitator broke all rules at this stage...instead of leaving everybody to their own tripโฆwe ended up hugging each other and laughing so hard together.
After 4.5 hours people started to retire and I stayed up with two friends in the hammocks outside watching the galaxy with its numerous shooting stars whilst sharing our experiences & giggled some more.
๐ฐ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ !!! ๐ฐ ๐ ๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐!!!โจ
We all had the most amazingly magical trip and my lesson this time wasโฆ
โจ๐ด๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ ๐๐ธ๐๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ ๐๐พ๐...๐ค
โจ๐๐พ๐ ๐บ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐ท๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฝ๐๐๐ด๐ ๐ต๐พ๐ ๐ด๐ ๐ด๐๐๐๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ถ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ค
And the final but most important lessions...
โจ๐ป๐พ๐ ๐ด ๐ธ๐ ๐ฐ๐ป๐ป ๐๐ท๐ด๐๐ด ๐ธ๐ ๐ค
โจ๐๐ด ๐ฐ๐๐ด ๐ฐ๐ป๐ป ๐พ๐ฝ๐ด ๐ค
So we better start really loving ourselvesโฆ.๐ค๐ค๐ค
Ahhhh Iโm still buzzing xxx
One Love eS ๐๐๐
PSโฆAn other important lession wasโฆ
โจ๐๐พ๐ผ๐ด๐๐ท๐ธ๐ผ๐ด๐ ๐๐ด ๐ถ๐พ๐ ๐๐พ ๐๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐บ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ณ๐ด ๐๐ท๐ด ๐ฑ๐พ๐ ๐๐พ ๐ฑ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฝ ๐ต๐ป๐พ๐ Esther